Today is going to be something different. Lately, I have been having issues reading my cards and it’s been very difficult for me to get just the right thing. I haven’t felt as inspired, lacked motivation, and just generally was a slug.
Over the past eight months (approximately), I have been having the same or similar cards show up in readings for myself over and over. No matter what deck I use I get the same general reading for myself. It has been a solid scream of “You need to do something about THIS.” I have been repressing so much of my past that it’s at the point where I literally cannot remember anything. Every little thing that bothers me, I repress, and eventually I am going to blow.
So, today we are all having a lesson from my “stubborn as hibernating bear” life. Things are not always good. Things are not always the way we want them to be. We need to learn from my mistakes. Don’t repress things… you’ll eventually blow and this is, as we all know, not ideal.
I am going to try to do something new. I don’t really journal, but I have been wanting to. My friends suggest it all the time. They tell me that I need to get my thoughts out there. Into something. Somewhere besides just in my head, seething. So I will start journaling tonight before I go to bed. I think maybe if I journal in the morning when I wake up as well might be a little bit pushing it but I would love to keep a dream journal maybe. Let’s just start small.
I’m going to also try to type something positive into my Twitter account at least once a day as a type of gratitude journal exercise. Positivity is good, but I need to learn to let things go. I’ll also be posting things I need to stop holding on to.
The card that I pulled above is from a deck called the “Vintage Wisdom Oracle” by Victoria Moseley. The card is “Grace.” It has many meanings but it basically is telling me that I need to accept the world with “grace and dignity.” I need to stop repressing the things that bother me and actually get them out there.
It’s good to see you again. Recently, I have been catching up with old friends. It’s actually been kind of nice with what has been going on in the world. There are so many things to keep up with between friends, but you kind of lose track of people sometimes. I’m also in the process of coloring my hair! This way I can have actual green hair. I’m doing it in an ombre where it’s black on top and green at the bottom. It’s a fun combination and I don’t have to wear my green wig to keep up with all of you!
This weekend is going to be fun, it’s the first weekend of Halloween. It’s spooky month of course! I’m going to see if I cna come up with something special this month instead of just my usual weekend forecasts. I know they are fun but I would love to kind of talk with you guys some more.
Anyway, let’s get into the reading for this weekend shall well? I am using the Vintage Wisdom Oracle for the theme card this weekend and I am using the Star Spinner Tarot for the days this weekend. I hope you enjoy.
Let’s do this thing!
THEME: Awakening(keywords: insight, new, beginning, intuition, rebirth): This weekend is a weekend of magic. The full moon being on the first of this month and a blue moon later in the month on halloween. It’s going to be fun. There are things you will have to do of course this weekend. We’re going to see further what is going to happen, as usual. You might experience a sort of rebirth of sorts in our mannerisms. You will find something in yourself this weekend that needs changing. One again I will refer you to doing some shadow work for yourself, or check out some different options on how to help change the things you can in yourself for the better.
FRIDAY 10.2.2020: 9 of Chalices (Upright)— (Keywords- contentment, fulfillment, wish, enjoyment, pleasure): Today is the day of changes beginning. You may note something about how you act emotionally, or maybe respond emotionally. It’s something you usually dance around, but this is life. Pay attention to this thing, as it will affect your relationships in some way. Be it negative or positive is up to you.
SATURDAY 10.3.2020: King of Chalices (Upright)— (Keywords- kindly mature person, mastery of love, wisdom, support): I see this as a relationship of some type going on today. Honestly this seems like a fraternal kind of person or masculine presenting. Do you have someone in your life who presents masculine and gives you really great advice? Listen to them~! Meditate on the life lessons that they have to teach you. Maybe reach out if you don’t have one. Hell, even a female presenting person who has something to teach you as well. It’s not really something that’s confined by gender, just something that one would normally see from the stereotype of a masculine presenting humanoid.
SUNDAY 10.4.2020: Page of Swords (Upright)— (Keywords- intelligent young person, important message, detachment, cunning): Today you’re going to learn something from a different person, or maybe the kid of the person from the day before? There are so many variables here. I see this card as something you should learn from our inner child. Look deep inside and maybe do something you used to find joy in that you may not remember feeling joy in. Life is too short to get burned out. You need to have fun. Perhaps a coloring page would be good? Personally I love to color and draw. It’s not something that takes a lot of time if you don’t want it to, it is relaxing, and it helps get the creative juices flowing. Sundays are a really great day for that sort of thing. You can find some really neat little printable coloring pages at http://www.supercoloring.com/coloring-pages/fantasy-mythology. (I have no affiliation with this site, I just thought the pictures were neat and you guys would like them! Who doesn’t love nifty magical creature pictures?)
I would love to see what kind of things you come up with or ideas that you think will help others. Leave me a comment and we can have a conversation about it! What gets your inner child going?
CONCLUSION: There’s going to be more to do this weekend to get you started on your journey. I think I may compile some information on going through a year of shadow work after this month is over, as Halloween/Samhain is considered a sort of new year for witches. What do you think? I can add that to my weekly information? I’m not sure. I’ve been mulling things over. Get out there and do some fun stuff. Don’t let yourself get burn out. It’s hard to do, but perhaps you should take a break?
Much love from Auntie, -Vyvyan Wormwood The Wormwood Oracle
Vyvyan Wormwood 